a complete opposition
by Liselle Yorke
what if i was on fire
running out of ways to say
i am a light white wispy cloud like
i am no chance of rain, when in truth
i am laden with torrent
should i descend upon you
will you know when you became wet
or will you think we are a damp people
the voice scrolling along the bottom of the page says
holler louder, louder
but i have only ever screamed inside my head
i wonder what my black sounds like when it is not tepid
just right, just right, just right
i go down without lubrication
i’ve been consumed by night
which night
overrun by city light night
or night night
void of human ambition
i am a rain cloud at night dark and grey and laden
wet, willing and vicious
i am pregnant at night
posturing as always
what would it look like if i were free
i caged myself after they threw away the padlocks i
caged myself when i was already free
because i did not need the light
i see just fine
in the silhouette of shadows
i was made into a haunting in your world
sold as a rock but all my glory
was supposed to be impossible
i was a ghost to justify your failings
when we could have filled in where others concave
we convex